Damn, my last post was so optimistic and positive! Sorry in advance for the negativity today, but I hope I can come to some good conclusions.
On Monday, I ran six miles with my friend, and we hammered. We were hitting 7:00 flat. I was not recovering from my long run. I skipped the strides just because they didn’t fit in to where I had run, and I did upper body circuits and abs when I got home. I’ve recently been really into Siggi’s yogurt, and I tried the orange and ginger flavor for post-run fuel. It was incredible.
Yesterday started out mediocre and turned horrible, both running and otherwise. After some emotionally traumatizing family issues last night, I went to bed emotionally and physically exhausted, slept badly and wasn’t particularly in the mood to work out. The temperature rocketed up to a sunny 80 degrees (what happened to last Friday’s ice storm??), I sat in the car for two hours while taking my mom to the airport, and I was annoyed at having to bear more responsibility for my brothers and the house this week. Not an ideal way to get ready for a workout.
The workout was simple: 4 x 1600m at 6:00-6:10 with 1 minute recovery. I warmed up for 20 minutes, did drills and strides, and started the workout. My first 1600 was a 6:06 and felt fine, although once I stopped, my heart was pounding really hard. I took 90 seconds and started the second 1600. This one was immediately bad; my legs wouldn’t move, I was nauseous due to the heat and got even more upset because of that, and it escalated. I think I hit like a 6:35 or 6:40.
I called my coach, and she told me to get off the track and do a fartlek of 4-3-2-2-1-1 minutes with half-time recovery. I ran 5 minutes to the bike path and did the fartlek, but I could tell early on that the heat was really getting to me. (Remember how much trouble I had once it started getting warmer last year?) After barely completing the second 2-minute interval, I cut off the 1 minute intervals and jogged back to the track. Guzzled water and jogged a 1.5 mile cool down for a total of 9ish miles today.
I only had time for 5 minutes of lunges and squats and no stretching before I had to get in the car and go pick up my brother. I wolfed down a cookies and cream Quest bar, hopped on the highway, and sat in front of his school for 20 minutes with no one answering their phones before I learned that he was at home the whole time! So I was sedentary for 50 minutes right after a horrible workout for no reason. My mood worsened. I sped out of the middle school and stretched and took an ice bath the second I got home.
Anyway, yesterday was definitely not the best day. But it’s important to stay positive. I’ve already recognized the factors contributing to the shitty day: heat, hammering my maintenance run yesterday, sitting in the car, emotional trouble, etc. But hey, at least I got some work in! Even if it wasn’t quality work. And I’ve been doing really well with balancing mostly quality foods with rare indulgences recently, and I’ll continue to drink lots of water, and try to get some sleep and recover well so that the next workout is better.
We can’t control everything, and sometimes things just don’t go our way. But we can make sure to do well at the things we can control: fueling properly, going to bed at a reasonable time, staying off of social media (I need to work on this!), and working through our emotions (I need to work on this, too!) I’m a little bitter that this spring break isn’t going to be as “spring break”-y because I’m essentially stuck babysitting my brothers all week, but I need to get over that and focus on everything I’m lucky to have.
Last night’s dinner of leftover butternut squash/kale/Gruyere casserole, roasted pork, roasted sweet potatoes with cinnamon and coconut oil, and (unpictured) mini heirloom tomatoes cheered me up slightly 🙂